Dear Child



I'll stick with hot chocolate, for now.

I took my dog for a walk today, something I never do, and I realize how easy his role in life is.
If I were an animal I would want to be my yorkie bichon, Peter Parker.
He's spoiled, adorable, and a pain in the ass; but he makes me happy nonetheless.
I just want to make people happy. Simple as that.

The sky might fall

Nothing makes much sense anymore.
Day after day, so mundane and offbeat.
I have cabin fever... in my own fucking mind.
Nothing makes much sense anymore.
Just cigarettes and Kid Cudi.


Ich bin krank


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So here is a compilation of good music, that I've posted here so I can listen to it later :)

Orange Fanta

I miss everyone and everything that "happened" to me this past summer.

I'm sitting here, sipping on an Orange Fanta I cannot taste, but that doesn't matter. What matters is that a bottle of soda can arouse enough of a thought that I feel nostalgic.

I miss the friends I had, the laughs we shared, and the effort that we put into making each other feel on top of the world. And naturally - simply because it's me - I lost all those people.

I need it to be 2011, I need to graduate, and I need get out of Cleveland. I need it. All of it. Now.


Chicago, July 2009.
Not the best picture, I just printed it out at Drug Mart because I lost my memory card scanner and so on. But it will do.

That hiatus couldn't last,


and I wish eveeeeerything was that simple.

On hiatus

I'm becoming one hundred percent unreachable for the next week, effective tomorrow. I will not be on myspace/facebook nor will I update my blog/twitter/answer my phone.

If you absolutely must talk to me, leave me a message and I'll get back to you once the week is up. Though, I can't think of any situation that could be so climacteric.

I'm just fed up with people taking me for granted, and not appreciating what I do for them everyday, basically.

No one will ever truly kill me, I will never truly die


"Cotton Candy Carousels"

I am alive, I am alive, I am alive! Thank God, I'm alive!

Grocery list

Stop dogging myself

Reach 50,000 words for Creative Writing Club

Stop burning bridges

Remember everyday that "right now" will very shortly be "back then"

Lose some weight for God sakes!

Hold a conversation without texting someone in the middle of it

Substitute "goodnight" for "goodbye"

Figure out why my past motives are un-clear

Listen to my body

Listen to someone else's body

Go a week without Subway

Believe in the smaller things of life



Weird?

Given the circumstances, I've been extremely optimistic.

I have nothing to say.