"Is this a need or a want"

"entia non sunt multiplicanda praeter necessitatem"

In simpler terms; the simplest explanation is always the best.

I needed today. I needed a walk. I needed a cry. I needed to get rid of my cigarettes and drown myself in coffee. I needed to write that simple letter with a simple explanation and I'm needing to put it in your mailbox. I'm needing you to understand.

I needed today. With all this needing to benefit my own good, I should say I'm excited. I'm excited to help; excited to give back. I know that I, myself, cannot change this world. But I can sure as hell help. One spark starts a fire and I still feel like the sun.