School started Friday. And honestly, it kind of sucked. It was good to see some people, but I wanted you there with me. And of course, I saw a good deal of shitty people who I would have loved making fun of with you. (I'm pretty sure Corinne hates me.) But I don't like her so life's fair.
You made my sophomore year so special. My life really turned around last year. For the first time in a long time I realized that I was capable of academic success. And now I want to go to medical school. So you know what? I think everyone should give school a second chance. But it was truly your encouragement and smiling face that helped me get there. (Along with Telly, Emma and Julie.) If you didn't know already freshman year I was incredibly overwhelmed with school and my social life and everything. My brother had left for OSU and I was left to handle my parents alone. My mom was very depressed. (Probably because Will had left. He's kind of the peace-maker.) And because of that, I became depressed too. But that year wasn't all horrible. I vividly remember becoming friends with you during dramatic arts. That class sucked. But I thought you were such a gem. And I suppose my instincts have always been good because we ended up being closer than close. And you know what? I drifted from a few people sophomore year but none of them measure up to an ounce of the fucking fantastic person you are. I wouldn't trade our friendship for anything, or anyone.
I hope NDCL is a good match for you. I don't blame you for leaving Regina, really. To be honest I would have my ass out of there as well but there really isn't anywhere else to go. The Cleveland Heights public school is shitty. And Beaumont would be even worse. But keep your eyes open for man candy for me. ;) Even though I have my eye on somebody right now. I have no idea what's gonna happen with it though..prob nothing. But maybe I'll be surprised. ;)
Anyway, I know this is quite long. And it's not like I expect you to reply to my sudden urge to babble and be sentimental for once. But I just wanted you to know how much you mean to me. I love you so much, Haley. I would do anything for you. And I'm not kidding. If you ever need anything, big or small, I'll do it for you. If you need a ride, or can't go home for some reason, please remember I'm here and I won't let you down. Hell, if you need a hit-man you know my digits! :P But really. You're amazing at all times, with or without a boy. You're also beautiful, and I hope you have the strength to eat properly. I know I sound like a mom or something saying that, but every girl has body issues. But we have to get over them and remember to eat and be happy and just live life with a smile on our face. (It takes more muscles to frown than smile!!) And remember, through everything, through the boys who never really cared, through the friends who lied about who they were, we'll always have each other. Haley. Ellen. And maybe some hot sauce. We have a special bond, I really think so. You'll always be one of the very most important people in my life. As a best friend. And more importantly, as a sister.
Stay Strong. If you will, I will.
Love always,
Ellen. (:
PS: I know Miriam is here, but we'll need some Haley and Ellen time very soon."
My response? I cried like a baby, ha. I'm very touchy lately. Anyways;
I HAVE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL FRIENDS INSIDE AND OUT, EVERYTHING I AM I OWE TO THEM
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