Torrential downpour

Wild, this whole situation is wild.

"I really wish I could give up on you, you're not what I need but everything I want. I NEED to give up on you. But that's not happening anytime soon"

The first kid I ever loved said that to me three months after he tore my heart to shreds. I didn't understand it at the time, it was almost as if I had beeen kindly slapped across the face. I couldn't grasp why someone could ever give up on someone they felt so strongly for, someone they love.

NOW I GET IT. You can't make people do what you want them to, that's common sense I know. But you also can't keep chasing after someone that doesn't want to be chased.

I've been thinking about that a lot, and I am just now coming to terms with it; so I'll let you go. If you "come back", decide to return my calls, or see me before you go I'll be happy. If not, I'll understand.


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